Happy Mother's Day

As I'm buying my breakfast at work this morning, the cashier wished me a happy mother's day as she gave me my change. I wish it were. This would have been my first mother's day. I could have a 9 month old right now to celebrate it with but I don't. This is also my first mother's day without my grandma. Granted I never got to spend one with her since she was up north but she was still there. I am lucky to still have my mom in my life but she's in Wisconsin so I can't see her today. So it might be mother's day but it's not a very happy day for me.